Posted by: lwnewstart | April 30, 2013

Reflecting on Reconciliation…

The thoughts below are from a reflection paper for a class: Christian Ministry of Reconciliation. The class covered the process of reconciliation in varied circumstances. A partial list included: Marriage, racial, gender, and reconciliation between people groups after atrocities such as the end of Apartheid in South Africa, and as written in the book, “The Sunflower” written by Simon Wiesenthal about his experience in a Nazi concentration camp in World War II. The class was extremely valuable, but also quite emotional taxing. We dealt with difficult issues and heard both hard, and heartening stories of different methods of reconciliation.

 

I was interested in and respected the teaching decision to begin a class on reconciliation with a text about marriage. This was especially pertinent to my personal experience of divorce, and as a former leader of several divorce support groups. Through my experience, I came to further understand the Christian covenant of marriage to be a means of uniting two people in such a way that their physical, emotional, and spiritual union creates a new entity, or personality. Scripture describes this as becoming “one flesh.” [1] I understand this entity to be like a child that can either grow and mature, or fail to thrive and eventually die altogether. Once a marriage, or that “oneness”, dies, it cannot be revived by human effort alone. Only God can resurrect that which was formerly dead. Just as the formerly dead Jesus of Nazareth was dead, and then resurrected in new life as Jesus the Christ;[2] through resurrection, God creates something new which hints towards an old relational design originally written about in Genesis 1.

Essentially, a dead marriage cannot become a new marriage through the re-branding inherent in “cheap reconciliation”,[3] where external exchanges of mutual regret are given and promises of better future behavior and choices are made. Such perceived changes neglect relational and personal systems which are internal and bring similar actions and responses as in the past. A dead marriage is still a dead marriage even though you stuff the carcass with potpourri. The couple must decide individually and collectively to undergo the resurrection process of re-creation that is reconciliation. Both people must decide to truly reconcile, while it only takes one person to “take the spurs off and unsaddle the horse when it is dead,” and pursue a divorce.

Although divorce occurs, it does not always mean a cessation of strife and the potential for emotional and even physical violence. When the issues of a dead marriage are continued to be held internally and mutual forgiveness is not given and received by both former partners; the war is most likely not over. New battlegrounds are sought. Children and custody disputes can be one of these battlegrounds. In other cases, however, when forgiveness is given and received by former partners, reconciliation may take place in how they relate to each other as persons while a form of partnership remains in caring for children of the former marriage by parenting with shared values for the benefit of the children. Reconciliation, then, could be said to occur even while they remain divorced and mea each choose to marry other people. Obviously, these two types of divorced partnerships: warring former partners and reconciled/reconciling former partnerships, becom two poles of a relational continuum along which great, messy relational and personal diversity occurs. Defining reconciliation for these relationships may be as complicated and difficult as when a couple decides to remain married and not divorce.

If this is true in a basic societal structure like marriage, how much more complicated when larger numbers of people and systems are involved? This class has helped me see, in a larger sense, just how difficult and messy a decision to follow the process of reconciliation can be. Thankfully, I also now have a better understanding that there IS a process, and learned some of the components of it as well as where some of the sticking points of that process might be. I understand the overall state of a reconciled/reconciling relationship to look like the following:

 

Mercy>——————Grace & Trustworthy Action—————-<Justice

 

Mercy:

Mercy holds in tension both forgiveness of Self and forgiveness of Others. We forgive both ourselves and others for mistakes previously made, and pursue and attitude of forgiveness for those which we will make in the future. We also make room for the growth process of understanding and continuing to work through personal issues which stem from our families of origin and the ongoing relationships with those persons which affect the current relationship. Mercy could be understood like this:

 

Forgiveness of Self>————–Mercy————-<Forgiveness of Others

 

Justice:

Justice holds in tension respect for Self, and respect for Others. In justice, we realize that we must treat ourselves with respect, and that we are responsible for our own feelings and the action we take in response to them. We treat others with respect by giving them room to work out their own feelings by exercising self-soothing techniques;[4] however we also realize that our actions communicate our perceived value of the other person. Our sense of justice leads us away from coercion and blaming others, while also strongly communicating our own self-respect. Justice could look like this:

Self Respect>————-Justice————Respect for Others

 

Giving grace to others and one’s Self for being imperfect humans, while also acting in ways towards the Other that cultivate mutual trust increases our level of intimacy and feelings of hopefulness for the future together. Grace both mediates between and engages with mercy and justice through trustworthy action. Only God exemplifies this process completely. Yet God invites us in Genesis 2:15-17[5] to be partners with God and each other in a generative, co-creative way of living through “Vocation… Permission… and Prohibition.” [6]

Vocation:

Through vocation, we are invited to care for our relationships with God, Self, Others, and Creation in ways that promote a healthy balance which benefits all four. (I would say that a determination to confront systems, organizations, or persons that have values and actions that become barriers to this balance is part of our vocation. The manner in which we confront, however, is intended to restore justice rather than violate it further.)

Permission:

Freedom. We are given permission and invited to freely explore and express in ways beneficial to God, Self, Others and Creation; who we are created to be. Freedom allows us to learn and grow in order to enrich, care for, and benefit all in the time and place into which we have been born.

Prohibition:

We are prohibited from living in self-interest to the exclusion, coercion, or detriment of others and the Creation.

Throughout the class, most of what we read, the media we watched, or conversations we had were pictures of systems which deviated from the above model. The systems we studied modeled several ways to mediate the change needed for people or groups of people to become reconciled to each other following some level of atrocity or prolonged prejudice. My emotional response to many of these activities was that of deep sadness. Sadness over not only my discovery of the atrocities which have been committed and even continue to be committed; but also in the realization of just how stark both the possibilities of and process of reconciliation might be in response to them. I am also deeply saddened about how many of the atrocities and injustices occurred over an extended period of time, and were committed with apparent nonchalance by the perpetrators. Despite knowing the reality of each tragic event or series of events, the question of my heart and mind was: “How could that be?”

It occurs to me that while the process of reconciliation doesn’t attempt to answer that question, the goal of reconciliation: a new way of living with each other; just might give practical steps to be proactive in limiting the need for reconciliation. Overall, the conclusion of all this for me is a couple of questions I must ask myself:

“What can I do? How can I be reconciled and become a mediator of reconciliation?”

I will mention some actions I might take to answer these questions.

  • A Commitment to Ongoing Confession:

I define confession as honesty with God, myself, and trusted others about what I know to be true about me. Honest about not only my weakness, my fear, my diseased prejudices, and actions towards others; but also my strengths, gifts, and courageous actions towards life and others. I need to be open to the convicting and convincing voice of God and others in my life, so I become aware of my need for forgiveness. I also need to be aware of how shame tries to steal my perception of the goodness of the Imago Dei in me.

 

  • Repentance Rather than Regret:

I need to order my life socially, economically, physically, emotionally, and spiritually in ways that promote love and respect for God, myself, others and Creation. This includes choosing forgiveness over retribution, yet acting to confront systemic and personal marginalization of and disrespect for people. I must choose to cross over lines of personal discomfort to experience people and cultures different than me and mine.

 

  • Receive and Give Grace Which is Manifested in Trustworthy Action:

I need to listen to the stories of people. I need to tell my own as well. By so doing, we might understand each other better, and gain insight as to why we act and respond to life in certain ways. Listening to and telling our stories can generate a feeling of being in a safe place. A safe place is necessary, because many of our personal prejudices are buried deep within, sometimes out of sight of our consciousness.


[1] Genesis 2:24; New Revised Standard Version, HarperCollins Publishers, San Francisco, CA; Pg. 5

[2] Romans 1:1-4; NRSV

[3]  Holeman Virginia Todd, Reconcilable Differences; InterVarsity Press, Downers Grove, IL; Pg. 12

[4] Holeman, Pg.114

[5] NRSV, Pg. 5

[6] Brueggemann, Walter, Interpretation: A Bible Commentary for Teaching and Preaching—Genesis; Westminster John Knox Press, Louisville, KY; Pg.46-49.

Posted by: lwnewstart | March 30, 2013

Some Thoughts on Job…

The following are thoughts about the Old Testament character of Job from the Book of Job. I wrote them in my journal in January 2010. My divorce was to be final at the end of January in that year, and I guess I was trying to allow God to speak to me about my life before, during, and then what would come next. About 3 and one-half years prior to this, I was asked by the director of drama ministries at the church we were attending at the time, to play the lead in “God’s Favorite”, by Neil Simon. The play is an adaptation of the story of Job. At that time, my marriage was at the beginning of the end stage. I felt certain that God was using the part to speak to me. It indeed gave me an outlet to give voice to my anger, fear, and pain; while also to express the vital release valve of sarcastic, dark humor. (I love Neil Simon!) Once again, I was trying to allow Job to talk to me plainly about life when it sucks…(I was using the NIV for scripture references, so the language might be a bit “clanky” for some readers.) These thoughts are of a man in process… trying to make sense of the Life Cataclysm that had recently been his experience, all the while reaching out to God for assurance and with deep questions about the past, present, and of Tomorrow’s promise or doubt.

 

January 1, 2010


Job 1-3
Job’s character: “…blameless and upright…” (1:1)
Job’s spiritual orientation: “…feared God and shunned evil…” (1:1)
Job’s family: “…seven sons and three daughters…” (1:2 )

Job’s stuff: “7,000 sheep, 3,000 camels, 500 yoke of oxen, and 500 donkeys” (1:3)

Job’s reputation: “He was the greatest man among all the people of the East.” (1:3)

Job’s heart: “His sons used to take turns holding feasts in their homes and they would invite their sisters to eat and drink with them.” (1:4)
Job was generous and passed the trait to his children. He had to make the food available from his estate for these feasts. After the feast:
“Job would send and have them purified.” (1:5)


Job passed on his faith and its availability to his children:


“Early in the morning, he would sacrifice a burnt offering for each of them, thinking, ‘Perhaps my children have sinned and cursed God in their hearts.’” (1:5)


Job interceded in prayer for his children:


“This was Job’s regular custom.” (1:5)

A great man of substance and faith!

*Superimpose an eternal/spiritual scene over the home, time, and place Job lived:

“The angels came to present themselves before the Lord…” (1:6)
Angels are subject to God. They are accountable to God.
“…and Satan also came with them.” (1:7)
This seems to infer that Satan has access to the throne of God. ? Is this:
• A statement of spiritual reality?
• A theatrical component of the story?
• A testament to God’s dominion over all the spirit world?
“The Lord said to Satan, ‘Where have you come from?’” (1:7)
Is this God holding Satan accountable?
“Satan answered the Lord, ‘From roaming through the earth and going back and forth in it.’” (1:7)
Inferences:
• Satan can’t be everywhere at once.
• Satan has open access to the earth.
• Satan is free to “roam” where and when Satan chooses.
God points out Job with pride and respect:
“Have you considered my servant Job?” (1:8)
Why does God point out Job to Satan?
What point is God trying to make?

Satan responds with a sneer:
“Does Job fear God for nothing?” (1:9)
Satan points out the blessings Job enjoys from God:
God has placed “…a hedge of protection around…” :
1. Him…
2. His household…
3. Everything he has…
You have blessed the work of his hands.” (1:10)
“Look, God… his relationship with you has made him rich! Why wouldn’t he take a ride on that gravy train?” Satan begins to try and take Job out of God’s care. But God has to give Job over to Satan. Satan can not take Job away.
“…but stretch out your hand and strike everything he has, and he will surely curse you to your face.” (1:11)
Satan tries to incite God’s action against Job… God’s child. God’s and Satan’s intentions were headed in opposite directions.
• God intended to stretch Job’s trust and belief and faith to a place where Job didn’t rely on a comfortable, successful life to choose God.
• Satan intended to sew doubt in Job’s heart in order to entice Job away from God’s face.

The Question: Was Job’s trust in God dependent on a comfortable life?

Is that what has happened in my life? I certainly haven’t show the character and earthly wisdom of Job, but my love and trust of God has been determined by my circumstances. While I believed God’s love for me was determined by my performance, my own love for God was defined by…
NO… that’s not true! As life got harder, I learned MORE about God’s love and faithfulness. God’s love in these dark days has inspired my own changing love for God.

CATASTROPHE: All of Job’s stuff and his children are taken and he is advised of each incident in blow after blow at one period of time! (1:13-19)
“At this, Job got up and tore his robes and shaved his head. Then he fell to the ground in worship…” (1:20)
Job’s response: Acts of grief and worship!
“…and said:
‘Naked I came from my mother’s womb,
And naked I will depart.
The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away;
May the name of the Lord be praised.” (1:21)

Poetry….
Job’s world was crushed and he responded with poetry…

In this song, coming from his broken heart, Job shows his understanding that God owned everything in his life and could require it at any moment. Somehow, Job was able to worship in his grief…
…In the beginning. But his test was just at the Start. God wasn’t done, yet.

Thoughts:
Through the last three years, I have believed I deserved all the catastrophe in my life. I believed I had earned the bad. But did I originally believe I had earned or could earn the good? Is God trying to teach me that God owns it all AND loves me in spite of what I have or don’t have? I am learning to trust God… come what may. God’s love for me can never be earned, or lost.

1/03/10:


“In all of this, Job did not sin by charging God with wrong doing.” (1:22)
Asking God, “Why?” and telling God he is wrong is NOT the same thing. “Why” sometimes comes rushing out from the depths of our soul. It carries the assumption that God has a reason, or that there IS a reason for the events of our lives. Honestly, I don’t think there is a reason. Sometimes things just are! Like a snowfall in winter, or earthquakes, or faulty wiring causing a fire… Sometimes physical conditions are such that things happen. We are then called upon to respond. Either with trust and faith, or with distrust and accusations. Anger can be present in either personal response. God’s ultimate desire is to use what happens in our lives to draw us closer to God and invite us to be healthier, fuller functioning creations of God. We become fuller-figure expressions of the Imago Dei. Sin closes us off to God’s actions in our lives and leaves us more alone. Asking “Why?” actually shows we are opening ourselves more deeply to God.

Job 2:3- The same scene of heavenly accountability as in 1:6, with the same opening exchange between God and Satan. Job’s economic and familial circumstances had changed, but Job’s response to life and to God had not… nor had Job’s standing with God.

*Next Test:
“’Skin for skin!’ Satan replied. ‘A man will give all he has for his own life. But stretch out your hand and strike his flesh and bones, and he will surely curse you to your face.’” (2:4-5)
Job sits in the ashes of his life, scraping the sores on his body with broken pottery. “Where is the purpose in this?” he must have thought. His wife attacks his faith and personal integrity in 2:9. “Give up Job… I have…” she seems to say. Job responds out of the frustration caused by the pain…
“You are talking like a foolish woman! Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?” (2:10)
It’s easy to understand where both people are…
Both afraid of their “out of control” lives…
Anger rising from an inability to change the past…
Deep grief from the loss of their children…

Awaiting the drop of the next shoe…
Questioning their security of life fundamentals…
Crisis…
Ongoing…
Life changing…
But Job’s wife had to watch her husband’s health deteriorate. Formerly a healthy, confident, capable man. Now a dirty, diseased, bruised man. And yet… Job still trusted. His earthly resources gone, he still trusted God’s provision and plan, even though he couldn’t see it.

*Next Test:
“When Job’s three friends Eliphaz, Bildad, and Zophar… heard about all the troubles that had come upon him, they set out from their homes and met together by agreement to go and sympathize with him and comfort him.” (2:11)
A good start by these men:
• Get together…
• Get a plan…
• Go!
Sounds like business men. And then…
“When they saw him from a distance, they could hardly recognize him;” (2:12)

Maybe they saw the dust and smoke rising from where Job’s house used to be. As they grew closer, they saw a lone figure seated amid the desolation. The figure did not rise to greet them as he would ordinarily have done. He had an unknown disease, so would’ve kept his distance, as would they, to protect against its spread. His friends wept at the destruction of their friend… yes… but also possible the destruction of their own feelings of invincibility. If this could happen to Job, could it not also happen to them? So… their grief for him left them quiet.
They couldn’t touch him…
They most likely could think of nothing constructive to do…
They showed wisdom, I think, in saying nothing…
None of them could relate to Job’s predicament, but they cared. So…
They sat…
And slept…
And sat…
And slept…
For seven days.

*Next Test:
Job’s agony turns into the “Black Why?” His pain nudges him towards the slippery slope of disillusionment. All he previously believed about life and God were being attacked by his own faith immune system… his own questions.

“What did I do to deserve this?”
“How can I go another day in this kind of pain?”
“What do I do next?”
“How could God love me, yet do this to me?”
“This wasn’t supposed to happen to me!”
Finally, when he can’t figure out the answers to his own questions, and determines the search is futile, anyway; Job collapses into the “Black Why?”
“Why was I ever born?” (Chapter 3)
Everyone who has gone through prolonged pain and heartache is at least tempted to ask the “Black Why?” by the apparent futility of their life. As Henry Nouwen writes:

“A person of faith from long ago who asked and lived the difficult questions of existence was Job. A careful reading of the biblical Book of Job shows that Job’s questions were ‘answered’ by his friends, but not by God. As he lives his own questions in the face of suffering, all Job can say is, ‘The Lord gives and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised.’” (Spiritual Direction, by Michael Christensen and Rebecca Laird. Pg. 6)
God has the decency and wisdom to leave unanswered questions we ask in despair, because “living out our questions” as Nouwen calls the process, leaves us with much more than answers. We gain a deeper, richer life. We also catch a clearer glimpse of our God-given value. So the “Black Why?” answers itself.

Thought:
The challenge during the “Black Why?” is…
To keep living…
To keep walking…

And that is where my thoughts on Job concluded. The years since have been my attempt to do that. Just keep living and walking and listening and speaking, and questioning, and… live out my unanswered questions. I have found that as you live out those questions, the answers become not relevant, eventually. Because life changes, and the answers don’t really matter. I am finding that God lives in dissonance, and we must learn to hold seemingly opposite views in tension. Like needing to ask questions, but not needing answers…

Posted by: lwnewstart | March 15, 2013

Hopelessly Addicted to Grace…

Below is a personal journal entry I wrote for the class: Spiritual Leadership.

 

 

I want to become hopelessly addicted to grace. I have been in worship services… I can count them on one hand…. where God’s grace permeated the atmosphere. I wanted to soak in it and allow spiritual osmosis carry the luxuriant flow of grace to the deepest parts of my soul.

For much of my life, however, my addictions have been connected to shame. The shame grid deflected grace so that I only caught a whif of it, and the scent drove me crazy with desire and hope. Yet I cling mightily to the last vestiges of shame. Several years ago, God showed me how cigarettes were becoming my “Asherah poles.” Idols to which I cling which destract me from drawing near to God. Worshipping  ”Ashera poles” were an attempt by ancient people to convince or coerce the gods to allow fertility to pervade the earth and tribe… to allow the richness of life to invade a parched desert. 

Culturaly, Asherah Poles may be making a come back:

http://www.larknews.com/archives/479

I am coming to find that my smoking habit can diminish as I respect myself in relation to my love of God. It is tied to the experience of grace. During part of my journey, I found grace IN THE MIDST of my smoking habit! God loves me and speaks to me while I smoke. For me to truly receive my life and body as a wonderful gift from God, I want to treat it with respect and with a small amount of awe. I am God’s second gift to myself… the first gift being God. I believe this to be one of the lessons of the second telling of Creation.

All of this, however, is an intellectual undertaking. What I NEED, is a deeper one, that incorporates my body. I believe I am getting there… But still have more to go. 

Posted by: lwnewstart | February 17, 2013

Liturgy for A Political Divide…

I just returned from the Face 2 Face component of my online seminary program at George Fox Evangelical Seminary in Portland, Oregon. Part of the program entails travelling to the seminary campus in Portland, for a more traditional classroom setting. This occurs each semester, and allows us to come together with the members of our cohort, meet the professor and online coordinator, and other members of the seminary community. Face 2 Face is always the highlight of each semester. The document below, was written for a class I am taking: Christian Ministry for Reconciliation. The class is about the process of reconciliation; whether it be in a marriage, racial divides, societal issues, gender issues, or whatever division needing reconciliation. The document below was drafted by myself and two classmates for an assignment which required us to draft a liturgy for a public worship service. My group had to choose the issue needing reconciliation, and then create the liturgy. Our group chose the issue of reconciliation between political parties after a national election. My group was compiled of three men. Two of us came from denominational traditions which had little experience designing liturgy, and one member from a tradition which frequently does use liturgy. Derek, designed the liturgy, while John wrote the statement from the winning party, and I wrote the statement from the losing party. While I didn’t vote for the candidate which lost the recent presidential election, I found it quite helpful to have to put myself in the place of the opposing side. In fact, I think it very helpful in working towards political unity, at least a functional unity with a commitment to choose active engagement with the other side in order to come to practical consensus leading to effective governance, in order to be forced to consider the other side’s position and “place”. In other words, to put myself in the shoes of the other guy/gal. Actually, in the reconciliation of a marriage, one of the important parts in the process is to understand how our choices, actions, and beliefs affect the other person. 

We could see this being used in a Washington Prayer Breakfast, or similar worship service attended by members of both parties:

( I should note that the “enemy” which is part of the scripture passage in Lamentations, is not the other political party! The “Enemy” is rather the Enemy of our souls, who thrives on dissension and divided communities.)

Opening Scripture

Matthew 5:24 ESV

Leave your gift there before the altar and go. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift.

Call and Response

LEADER: Lord, we come together, but we stand divided

RESPONSE: This is why we weep and our eyes overflow with tears.
we find no comfort and no one restores our spirit.
Our nation is destitute because the enemy has prevailed.
(Lam. 1:16)

 

LEADER: Lord, our hearts share the interest of our peopl, but we have failed to deliver them their hope

RESPONSE: This is why we weep and our eyes overflow with tears.
we find no comfort and no one restores our spirit.
Our nation is destitute because the enemy has prevailed.
(Lam. 1:16)

LEADER: Lord, we have not become all things to all people, willing to see both sides of every issue as equal and relevant.

RESPONSE: This is why we weep and our eyes overflow with tears.
we find no comfort and no one restores our spirit.
Our nation is destitute because the enemy has prevailed.
(Lam. 1:16)

 

ALL: Reconcile us, we pray.

 

 

 

The Confession of the elected Party

With sincere humility we confess that the outcome of this election in no way confers moral or divine superiority to our party. We recognize that no one group or party can represent every issue, or understand the needs and concerns of every person. In light of this we commit to the following:

1)      To walk in humility, honesty, integrity and respect for every person regardless of their stance on any particular issue or affiliation with any particular party

2)      To seek the good of all people and groups regardless of their race, gender, age, culture, or personal conviction.

3)      When the inevitable change of power comes about, to seek the good of the nation as a whole and work with those duly elected in a spirit of peace and reconciliation

 

Confession of the defeated Party

We acknowledge the recent political election has resulted in our electoral loss.

We acknowledge that our country is currently divided along disparate lines.

We acknowledge the need for greater statesmanship and a commitment to governance.

We realize the necessity of listening to each other and refrain from the temptation to believe political power will ultimately answer all the issues we face as a country.

We realize the need to live in respect for each other, and hold our views and interests in humility.

We realize our country is in tumultuous change, and in need of compassion, and justice for all.

We commit ourselves to courageously voice our principles and to listen to those which disagree with us.

We commit ourselves to maintain an open mind, and open heart to those with differing opinions.

We commit ourselves to stay engaged in ongoing conversations and to work to unity in addressing the issues our country faces.

ALL:

May the Lord give us strength; may the Lord bless us with peace.  Amen

Psalms 29:11

Posted by: lwnewstart | February 2, 2013

All Things….

I’m taking a class called Christian Ministry for Reconciliation. My small group was given a scripture passage and asked to reflect on it. The scripture for my group was Colossians 1:20-23. Below is the scripture and my reflection:

 

“…and through him (Jesus) God was pleased to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, by making peace through the blood of his cross.

And you who were once estranged and hostile in mind, doing evil deeds, he has now reconciled in his fleshly body through death, so as to present you holy and blameless and irreproachable before him…”

 

 

I didn’t see the “if”….

…”if you agree with a certain, particular statement”…

…”if you do this certain act”…

Reconciliation with and from God doesn’t seem to be a bargain. For example: “God will do THIS if you will do THIS.” And we are part of “all things” God’s reconciliation affects. In the church, we seem to talk a lot about “the curse”… “the fall”… Maybe we should start talking more about “the fact” of God’s reconciling action in Christ, and how it does NOT rely on the action of humanity at all.

I know….

Syria…

Newtown…

Climate change…

Political division…

Religious division…

Doesn’t look much like reconciliation. Reconciliation sounds like a lie… a joke… a farce.

But…

What if…

…the world as we see it is the lie? What if it is the farce? What if we would begin to live in the world as if it were reconciled to God? As if we were reconciled to God? As if science were reconciled to God?

Or better yet…

…what if we saw eternity as the reality and time as simply the mirror image of it? Would we still curse the image? Would we still try to withdraw from it? Or would we embrace it? Would we seek the redemption that is in the image? Would we look at it differently…

kindly…

generatively…?

A little further down in the passage, Paul states: “…provided that you continue securely established and steadfast in the faith, without shifting from the hope promised by the gospel that you heard, which has been proclaimed to every creature under heaven.”

Can we live in the world in such a way that we acknowledge by our actions that the world, including us, already is reconciled?

Posted by: lwnewstart | January 22, 2013

A Dream Shared...

Reblogged from Blue Eyes Seeing Clearly:

I was thinking about dreams the other day. Most of my dreams seem to be about:

how things SHOULD be...

what it would be like if...

one day I see myself...

how would the world be better...

life would make more sense if...

Well.... to be honest.... there is also the one where I have a cup of coffee with a certain brunette...

Read more… 762 more words

Posted by: lwnewstart | January 8, 2013

Empty Calories II…

(This is a continuation of a post from several days ago…)

And yet…

It isn’t the end of the story, as John tells it. The story continues as Jesus leaves the crowd and his companions to venture into the mountains by himself to pray. The disciples go down to the shore, enter their boats, and push off into the sea. A surprising response to both the miracle, and to Jesus’ absence, but life once again must go on, even after miracles… Darkness catches the disciples in the middle of the sea, without Jesus, and a storm rushes in. As the disciples despair of life, they find Jesus…

…in the middle of the sea

…in the middle of the storm

…walking on the water

…the disciples fear him a ghost

…and Jesus calls Peter onto the water

…catches him when he falls

…then gets in the boat and it comes quickly to shore.

……………………………………………………………………………………………

I have a renewed friendship with a woman I knew in college. At the time, we were basically friendly acquaintances, whose paths crossed in the music department while in choirs, operas, and the like. Eventually, she married a guy that shared an apartment with me at the time. I really liked the guy, and he was especially caring for me when my father was killed in a truck accident. Our lives took sharp turns away from each other after college, and she enjoyed a deep love with my buddy as well as shared ministry with him. They had two daughters later in life, and while the girls were young, he was found to have cancer. After a heroic battle with the disease, he died, and his wife… my re-found friend… was left to raise the girls alone. My buddy did a wonderful job of organizing their financial affairs during the final stages of his disease, so his three girls have been supported and cared for by him even from the grave. He was and is a wonderful, courageous father and husband… one for his daughters to remember as a model as they eventually enter relationships of their own.

Lori, Dave’s wife and my friend, has born the grief in heroic fashion, too, I must say. Even though Dave’s provision has cared for their needs, and her church family was deeply supportive, she still has had to walk through the dark storm of grief, loss, and the wet blanket of loneliness which seems to suffocate hope at times. I imagine her to be like the disciples in the boat, on a violently tossing sea, fighting despair and trying to catch a glimpse of Jesus through the darkness, rain, and waves.

This year is the fourth since Dave’s death. Each New Year, Lori tries to find a one-word theme to pull her through each day as a faith-mantra that invites her gaze to continue to slice through the storm to find the Beloved Christ walking upon the open sea. This year, our friendship was renewed due to a Facebook status I wrote at the end of 2012 which was trying to point towards the living presence of Christ in 2013 even before we arrived there. I wrote the status, as a message not only to others, but also to myself. I suggested that we either do or do not trust that God loves us, and is capable of bringing resurrection out of death. Lori and I exchanged comments about the post, and I suggested a beloved book I have read: Ruthless Trust, by Brennan Manning. Through this interaction, Lori decided to use the word, Trust, as her theme for 2013. We are now reading the book together and conversing about our lives and God’s presence in them.

I will include below some excerpts from Ruthless Trust about following the confident, water-striding Christ:

Trust is our gift back to God, and he finds it so enchanting that Jesus died for the love of it” (Pg. 2)

 

“Unwavering trust is a rare and precious thing because it often demands a degree of courage that borders on the heroic. When the shadow of Jesus’ cross falls across our lives in the form of failure, rejection, abandonment, betrayal, unemployment, loneliness, depression, the loss of a loved one, when we are deaf to everything but the shriek of our own pain; when the world around us suddenly seems a hostile, menacing place—at those times we may cry out in anguish, ‘How could a loving God permit this to happen?’ At those moments the seeds of distrust are sown. It requires heroic courage to trust in the love of God no matter what happens to us.” (Pg. 4)

 

“Craving clarity, we attempt to eliminate the risk of trusting God. Fear of the unknown path stretching ahead of us destroys childlike trust in the Father’s active goodness and unrestricted love.

We often presume that trust will dispel the confusion, illuminate the darkness, vanquish the uncertainty, and redeem the times. But the crowd of witnesses in Hebrews 11 testifies that this is not the case. Our trust does not bring final clarity on this earth. It does not still the chaos or dull the pain or provide a crutch. When all else is unclear, the heart of trust says, as Jesus did on the cross, ‘Into your hands I commit my spirit.’ (Luke 23:46)

If we could free ourselves from the temptation to make faith a mindless assent to a dusty pawnshop of doctrinal beliefs, we would discover with alarm that the essence of biblical faith lies in trusting God. And as Marcus Borg has noted, ‘The first is a matter of the head, the second a matter of the heart. The first can leave us unchanged, the second intrinsically brings change.’

The faith that animates the Christian community is less a matter of believing in the existence of God than a practical trust in his loving care under whatever pressure. The stakes here are enormous, for I have not said in my heart ‘God exists,’ until I have said, ‘I trust you.’ The first assertion is rational, abstract, a matter perhaps of natural theology, the mind laboring at its logic. The second is ‘communion, bread on the tongue from an unseen hand.’ Against insurmountable obstacles and without a clue as to the outcome, the trusting heart says, ‘Abba, I surrender my will and my life to you without any reservation and with boundless confidence, for you are my loving Father.” (Pg. 6-7)

 

The way of trust is a movement into obscurity, into the undefined, into ambiguity, not into some predetermined, clearly delineated plan for the future. The next step discloses itself only out of a discernment of God acting in the desert of the present moment. The reality of naked trust is the life of a pilgrim who leaves what is nailed down, obvious, and secure, and walks into the unknown without any rational explanation to justify the decision or guarantee the future. Why? Because God has signaled the movement and offered it his presence and his promise.” (Pg. 12-13)

 

“Wallowing in shame, remorse, self-hatred, and guilt over real or imagined failings in our past lives betrays a distrust in the love of God. It shows that we have not accepted the acceptance of Jesus Christ and thus have rejected the total sufficiency of his redeeming work. Preoccupation with our past sins, present weaknesses, and character defects gets our emotions churning in self-destructive ways, closes us within the mighty citadel of self, and preempts the presence of a compassionate God.” (Pg.15)

 

Hopefully you get just a taste of the feast within this small book. Trusting God is stepping out of the boat of perceived safety all-the-while feeling like an idiot! Risking trust will most likely open us to the criticism of those still huddled in fear in the thin structures of the boat of legalistic comfort, and humanly constructed and maintained moral safety which is inherent in human empires… especially religious ones. The crowd in the boat will most likely shout words of shame in our direction, and our inner voices are tempted to pick up the chant and even expand them. Yet the grace and mercy of the walking Christ invites us to cast the words into the depths of the untamable waves of God’s forgiveness. There is no going back… Rather… full speed ahead!

Posted by: lwnewstart | January 3, 2013

Of Dreams, Death, Resurrection, and the Tower of Babel…

A few weeks ago, I again watched the movie “Meet Joe Black.” The central character, or central human character, is Bill, an uber-wealthy man about to celebrate his sixty-fifth birthday. However, Bill has been experiencing intermittent chest pains, and begins to hear an audible, whispered voice saying, “Yes…” Despite all his wealth, intelligence, and good will from the people who love him; Bill comes face to face with the inevitability of his own death:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ae-mN5aD8Qg&feature=plcp

Death becomes a person: Joe Black. The rest of the movie shows a man trying to deal with death walking beside him in his everyday life. At first, it is really awkward, introducing this new “friend” to work associates and family. As part of the deal Bill makes with death which will buy him more time with his family, Bill must allow Joe to go with him everywhere. Essentially, Joe calls the shots! Bill knows if he doesn’t play the game right, he is done. However, eventually, death begins to pay particularly close attention to Bill’s beloved daughter, and Bill stands up in protection of her. Throughout the movie, you see Bill having such normal reactions to the death that walks beside him.

He denies…

He bargains…

He fights…

and finally… He not only is resigned to the ongoing presence of death, he seems to even embrace it. Bill begins to see his life differently while death walks beside him, and tries to make things right with the people, dreams, and legacy to which he had given his life. He spent his life building something, and began to see how quickly it could be taken away. And yet…

Bill’s experience of walking with death by his side, brings him to the place of gratitude for all of his life:

I am reminded of Jesus’ words of invitation to “…take up your cross daily and follow me.”

Our tendency as a species seems to be to build towers that we believe will take us to God. The tower can be experience, money, power, pleasure, morality, or even… or maybe especially… theological/religious ones. We begin to build, and even invite others to build with us, but eventually, we each become so focused, so obsessed, in a glassy-eyed, tunnel-vision dream-like state; upon only our piece of the tower. We stop listening to each other. We become deaf to the call of community, due to the clarion call of our personal obsession.

…and the tower goes unfinished…

It is God’s grace to send the whisper of death into our deafness. We must learn to embrace death in order for Resurrection to supplant it. For there is no resurrection without death…

Death of our dreams…

Death of our expectations…

Death of our obsessive need to be right…

Death of our illusion of control…

But the cross is the gateway to new life! What we thought we wanted is replaced with something better, richer, deeper, eternal. The way to embrace our death, and to receive new life, is the way of Trust in the God of the Resurrection. Trust changes the grief of death to the gratitude for a life without end, from which  love is the by-product.

Courageous love…

Servant love…

Encouraging love…

Listening love…

Embracing love…

Tenacious love…

Sustaining love…

Patient love…

Healing love…

Giving love…

Forgiving love…

Christ’s love…

Posted by: lwnewstart | December 24, 2012

Empty Calories…

Have you ever been really hungry? So hungry that you really aren’t hungry anymore, or that you don’t realize just how much your body needs food?
A few years ago, I went through an extended period where my economic situation was pretty bleak. I didn’t have a car, so my only transportation was either a bike, or my feet. I had a job, but the number of hours I was scheduled per week varied greatly, and my checks could be quite small at times. I received my paycheck every two weeks, and usually my money would run out before my next check. Sometimes several days before. As a consequence, I got pretty hungry by the time I received my check, and could buy food. On the day I was to receive my check, I would ride my bike the 4 and a half miles to my job, pick up my check, then ride back to a Walmart to get my check cashed. In the Walmart was a Subway. I always looked forward to that first meal… On the ride back from receiving my check, I don’t remember being particularly hungry, yet the anticipation of Subway made the trip seem particularly long. As soon as I walked through the doors of the restaurant, the aroma of freshly baked bread would instantly remind me of my own hunger. I usually ordered the same sandwich:
A footlong, ham and provolone, with lettuce, tomato, spinach, pickles, jalapeno, and mayo…
That was the best sandwich in the world, man…
In fact, now that my financial situation has improved, I still love going to Subway in celebration of those hard days, and how the food I received there nourished my body, quenched my appetite, and revived my soul. I could have purchased other food from other restaurants, or from Walmart, that would have been temporarily just as filling, but I knew that not only would the Subway sub quell the hunger pangs, it would also provide better nourishment that my body needed. Since I could add on veggies, if I chose, the sub was a better choice than other options which would provide me with empty-calorie choices which would leave me hungry again sooner, and wouldn’t contain the nourishment my body desperately needed.
Living by the beach, I have come to know something about empty-calorie living, and the temptation of chasing things that might quench our appetite for a time, yet leave our minds, souls, and bodies malnourished and crying for more…
More…
…empty-calorie food…
…empty-calorie beverages…
…empty-calorie touch…
…empty-calorie sex…
…empty-calorie relationships…
…empty-calorie sunsets…
…empty-calorie experiences…
Even empty-calorie religion…
It is easy to make the world a commodity that we consume as a self-medicant, through which we attempt to deny and run away from the brokenness, loneliness, and pain within. However, the medication we use does not aid in our healing, it instead masks the need for nourishment our souls need, and denies the need for transformation. Empty-calorie living denies the beauty of all we see around us… even the beauty of ourselves… it instead leaves us in the tyranny of our appetites.
Now… this thought begs the question: Are all empty-calorie activities bad, or wrong? Aren’t they ok in moderation?
Those are questions probably every kid raised in the church or an authoritarian household has asked at some time in their life. And I can’t really answer them for you or even for me sometimes. And it isn’t even the activity itself that designates whether it is empty of nutritional value or not. It is the manner in which we relate to it. This is what I know about me: It’s like the old Lays potato chip marketing line from a few years back: “Lays… You can’t eat just one.” While sitting down with a bowl of potato chips, I know that if I don’t self-edit my appetite, I will soon have the whole bag next to me, and; especially if I am watching TV; the bag will eventually be gone, and I will be looking for another bag. That is the design of empty-calorie foods… THEY TASTE GOOD! That is what is so surprising about the demise of the Twinkie! But the design of empty-calorie food is such that they draw you in to eating more of them, yet they have a negligible nutritional value, and a steady diet of them leads to ill-health.
I know how the faith tradition I grew up in would answer the questions above…
The faith tradition I grew up in used the term “self-denial” to describe a manner of living which fought against empty-calorie living. I confess that I misunderstood the concept, or the way that it was taught was confusing, or… something. Anyway, I am finally beginning to understand it better now. I used to think self-denial meant that there were certain things we stayed away from either completely or for certain periods of time:
…alcohol…
…sex…
…food…
…dancing…
…movies…
…television…
…fun…
Ok… maybe that was just my perception, but it WAS my perception. I am finding in the scripture, a more holistic approach to living and a better understanding of “self-denial.”
In the book of John, chapter 6, the story is told of Jesus’ feeding a large crowd when resources were scarce, and the location was isolated. Matthew writes that when Jesus found out about the death of his cousin, John the Baptist, at the hands of Herod; he retreated with his disciples to “a lonely place” (Matt. 14:13). Mark writes that the retreat to “a lonely place” was made after the disciples returned from a preaching/evangelizing tour, and the purpose was for them to decompress and “rest awhile”. (Mark 6:30-32) They travelled across the sea in a boat, and a large crowd kept sight of the craft all the while skirting the shoreline quickly enough to meet Jesus and his party on the other shore. So the scene is of a large crowd of diverse people in the wilderness with negligible provision for self-maintenance.
Jesus puts a frame around the dilemma when he questions the apostle Phillip:
“How are we to buy bread so that these people may eat?”
Phillip’s response typifies my own response many times when in a similar situation:
“Eight months’ wages would not buy enough bread for each of them to get a little!”
When seeing great need, it is easy to become overwhelmed with my inability to meet either my own need, or that of another. Peter’s brother Andrew at least scours the crowd to find resources of some type, and he approaches Jesus with a possibility: “There is a lad here who has five barley loaves and two fish; but what are they among so many?” Even while he is enterprising enough to at least look for an answer for the problem, he perceives his efforts and the found provision from his search, to be inadequate for the need. So Jesus instructs the people to sit down, and is doing so they…
…end their searching
…give themselves over to the provision of Jesus
…stop striving
…stop arguing
…stop grabbing
…they wait
And…
…the little boy gives
…Jesus receives
…Jesus prays, asks and receives God’s blessing
… He breaks and gives
…the people receive
…they break and give.
…they receive nourishment from God’s provision
…and give from their brokenness which has been blessed by God
…for the nourishment of their neighbor.
Twelve baskets were left after all the people were filled, satisfied, and nourished. This is a picture of the economy of God.
I mentioned earlier that my understanding of “self-denial” is undergoing a change. Honestly, I don’t completely see the picture God is trying to trace for me about how this concept works; but I am beginning to understand that “self-denial” is less about what activities we DON’T undertake, but more about the practices we DO! It has to do with what we receive from God. God’s provision is tricky, and frequently in packages we don’t expect. Sometimes God’s provision comes in a miraculous bounty meant for both our nourishment, and that we might be a conduit of nourishment for others. Other times God’s provision comes in brokenness, and the manner in which we receive it allows us to still be a means of nourishment for the souls of others. Nothing is wasted in God’s economy.
I must confess, though, that being open to love people in their brokenness can hurt. It is a strong temptation to become so engaged with the hurt of another, especially when they are self-medicating, that you can become sucked into looking for nourishment from empty calories as well. Love invites another into healthy love which brings nourishment to the soul, yet is willing to accept the rejection of your invitation. That is hard. Yet it is what Jesus practiced all the time. Jesus accepted the pain of loving people that were so enmeshed with their empty-calorie life that they walked away from the full-grain, Bread of Life which was packed with life nourishing qualities they needed to be fully-functioning human beings; in search of a white-bread life stripped of all nutritional value. It is important, as disciples of Jesus, that when we are “fishing for people” we not become entangled in our own nets… While the Bread of God must be received and consumed for our own nutritional needs, it also is broken and shared. Yet it must not be hoarded. It can be easy to hoard our brokenness, rather than allow it to change us into giving people. God’s provision is always generative for the one who receives it, and then shares it.

Posted by: lwnewstart | December 15, 2012

Eden’s Gardener…

The following is a paper for my New Testament class at George Fox Evangelical Seminary.

“God spoke in Moses’ days in Moses’ ways, and he spoke in Jesus’ days in Jesus’ ways, and he spoke in Paul’s days in Paul’s ways. And he speaks in our days in our ways—and it is our responsibility to live out what the Bible says in our days. We do this by going back so we can come forward.”[1]

Scott McKnight

I began this project with a pretty contemporary assumption: Jesus’ practice of poverty and celibacy was an attempt to address the economic inequalities of his culture, and any culture, really. My Research Question was:

Were Jesus’ economic practices meant to confront the economic practices of the Empire, so as to give voice to the disenfranchised?

However, after going through the Gospels, and writing down a list of the stories and sayings of Jesus related to economic issues, I noticed something I hadn’t expected: Jesus was a mooch! His practice of poverty seemed either not a practice of poverty at all, or an economic practice with a completely different intention than I had expected. So, (although I know I am not supposed to do this in the traditional academic research method, I did it anyway…) I changed my Research Hypothesis:

The economic practices of Jesus were a method of confronting the economic and social systems of his day in prophetic fashion, so as to call all people to God, and the mutual covenant of the Garden.

Research:

Social Context:

Jesus was born and raised primarily in Galilee, a region in Palestine of roughly “…’two hundred villages’ (Josephus)” with a population of “no more than a hundred thousand.”[2] The region was mostly rural and agrarian in nature, where the social identity was collectivist in nature and practice.[3] The most significant structure in life, work, and economic survival was the family/clan and village. Families lived at the subsistence level, being mainly self-sufficient:

“As in earlier centuries, the fundamental social-economic forms were still the family and the village community. The household was still the fundamental unit of production and consumption. Families consumed most of what they produced and produced virtually all of what they consumed. Clothing and other necessities were produced in the household or in barter with other households. There was little need for trade between villages except for products such as ceramics, which required a supply of clay that few villages had in their vicinity. Families lived in village communities where they cooperated in various ways, such as the construction of houses and maintenance of a community water supply. The form of local governance as well as social coherence was the village assembly (synagogue in Greek)[4]

The agrarian economy was built not only on farming, but also on fishing, due to the proximity of the Sea of Galilee. Each family would normally have lived on ancestral home sites:

“Kinship in ancient Israel and Judah, as well as in first-century Palestine, was affected by the political sphere especially in terms of law, for example, incest, rape, marriage, divorce, paternity, and inheritance. But kinship also affected politics, most notably in patron-client relationships, and developing networks of “friends”. Kinship was affected by religion in terms of purity, for example, regulating who could have sex with whom and the ethnic and religious status of one’s spouse. And kinship affected religion (embedded in politics) in terms of descent, especially in the importance laid on the lineages of priests and their wives, but also by regulating membership in the political religion for the laity. Finally, kinship was interactive with the economic sphere in terms of occupations, dowry and inheritance, and land tenure.”[5]

Within the family, gender roles are designated by areas of responsibility: Males-Outside and Females-Inside:

In this arrangement, the wife normally becomes financial administrator with the key to the family chest when and since the husband must go out—to fields, to other villages, on pilgrimage.”[6]

“This division of the genders is also made clear in the fundamental Mediterranean values of honor and shame. Males are expected to embody the family’s honor in their virility, boldness, sexual aggression, and protection of the family. This is symbolized in the male’s penis and testicles. Females are expected to keep the family from shame by their modesty, restraint, sexual exclusivity, and submission to male authority; this is symbolized in the female’s hymen. All the social roles of husband/wife, grandfather/grandmother, father/mother, son/daughter, brother/sister, uncle/aunt, male cousin/female cousin take their definitions from these assumptions about male and female roles, behaviors, dress, and attitudes.”[7]

Marriages are arranged as a “…sexual, economic, and (at times) political and religious relationship contracted between families (or segments of the same family) for a male and female.”[8] Divorce was permitted for men or women to initiate; however, since marriages were financial arrangements between families as well, it was (as now) costly.[9]

Honor was a guiding principle of first century Palestinian culture:

“Honor is the value of a person in his or her own eyes (that is, one’s claim to worth) plus that person’s value in the eyes of his or her own social group. Honor is a claim to worth along with the social acknowledgement of worth.”[10]

Honor in the culture can be ascribed, due to family status or position, or it can be acquired. Acquired honor is gained “…by excelling over others in the social interaction that we call challenge and response.”[11] (The genealogies in the gospels might be intended to define Jesus’ ascribed honor by showing his earthly relationship to the Davidic monarchy, as well as the clan of Abraham.)

 “The challenge is a claim to enter the social space of another. This claim can be positive or negative. A positive reason for entering the social space of another would be to gain some share in that space or to gain a cooperative, mutually beneficial foothold. A negative reason would be to dislodge another from his social space, either temporarily or permanently. Thus the source sending the message—always interpreted as a challenge—puts out some behavior, either positive (like a word of praise, a gift, a sincere request for help, a promise of help plus the actual help) or negative (a word of insult, a physical affront of various degrees, a threat along with the attempt to fulfill it). All such actions constitute the message that has to be perceived and interpreted by the receiving individual as well as the public at large.”[12]

Honor doesn’t necessarily relate to economic status, though. In fact, wealth could signify dishonor.[13] (I will further explain this below.)

Economic Context:

Galilee and most of the world they would have known, was under the boot heal of the Roman Empire. Beginning in 37 BCE, the Romans appointed Herod the Great as indigenous ruler over Judea, Galilee, Perea, and the Northern Territories of Iturea, Gaulanitis, Trachonitis, Batanea, and Auranitis. In fact, even the high priests in Jerusalem were appointed by either Herod, or the Romans.[14] These layers of the Empire also imposed layers of taxes:

Rome:

“After their initial conquest in 63 BCE, the Romans had laid the Galileans and Judeans under tribute, as a punitive humiliation as well as source of revenue. According to Josephus, Rome required a quarter of the harvest every second year, that is, roughly 12.5 percent a year (Ant. 14.202-203). This was in addition to the tithes and offerings already due to the Temple and high priestly aristocracy, which was charged with collection and delivery of the tribute.”[15]

Herod:

“Herod quickly became the Roman’s favorite client king, partly because he kept a tight control on Judea and the surrounding districts of his realm with repressive measures to stifle any dissent. But it was also because he mounted intensive economic ‘development’ in the areas under his rule.  

Herod built or lavishly rebuilt fortresses around the countryside that he staffed with garrisons of mercenary troops. He built whole new cities named after Caesar, the seaport city of Caesarea on the Mediterranean coast and Sebaste (=Augustus) in Samaria. He built temples to Caesar in new cities and Roman institutions such as a hippodrome in Jerusalem. His most impressive building project was the massive expansion and rebuilding of the temple complex in Jerusalem, which became one of the wonders of the Roman imperial world.”[16]

In order to pay for and build these projects, Herod “had to generate revenues far in excess of what the territory he ruled had previously produced. The demands he made on his subjects to meet his extensive expenditures ‘stimulated’ the almost exclusively agricultural economy, but they also threatened to ruin the economic base.”[17]

Not only were the people of the region forced to pay for these projects, they were also conscripted to actually build them. (Horsley suggests that Joseph, Mary’s husband, could have been conscripted to work as a carpenter on one of the projects in Galilee, such as Sephoris or Tiberias.[18] This might account for Joseph’s absence in the Gospels after the beginning sections of the birth narratives.)

The Temple:

“Revenues of the Temple and priesthood included tithes, offerings, and sacrifices. All priests, regular as well as aristocratic, received a portion of their support from the tithes and offerings. Certain choice cuts of the sacrificial animals were reserved for the priests. Many of the ordinary priests lived in villages outside Jerusalem. But all participated in the Temple sacrifices and offerings during the four weeks of pilgrimage festivals such as Passover and during two other weeks of alternating service. The pilgrimage festivals, during which Judeans (and presumably Galileans as well) were supposed to bring sacrifices and offerings to the Temple, meant considerable additional income for Jerusalem generally as well as for the Temple and priesthood.”[19]

If these economic burdens weren’t enough, the people still had to feed themselves:

“An important additional source of income for the wealthy priests, Herodian officers still resident in Jerusalem, and other wealthy families was to make loans at hefty rates of interest. It has been reasonably surmised that resources coming into the Temple from Diaspora communities as well as from local revenues created a surplus of funds. High priestly families and others with access to such funds drew upon them to make loans to villagers who were struggling to feed their families after meeting their obligations for tribute, tithes, and offerings. From the interest charged and from foreclosure on loans, well-positioned families increased their wealth. Archeologists have found a dramatic increase in the construction of mansions in the section of Jerusalem just to the west of the temple complex during the first century.”[20]

After the death of Herod in 4 BCE, his son, Antipas, was chosen to rule Galilee. The effect of this was that it moved the seat of local governance and taxation from Jerusalem into Galilee proper. Antipas continued his father’s building ways, and as land was acquired or foreclosed upon, he built a city to honor Tiberias, the city of Sephoris as a military outpost, a lavish palace for himself, as well as estates for political allies and trusted underlings.[21]  Richard Horsley sums it up well when he states:

“With two and sometimes three layers of rulers simultaneously making demands on them for tithes, taxes, and/or tribute, it is understandable that the Galilean and Judean people were poor, hungry, and in debt.”[22]

An economic concept which put a further squeeze on the Galilean people, and one closely tied to honor, was that of Limited Good. Because the people had limited power for self-governance, economic viability due to being subjects of a massive empire, and a perceived lack of mobility because the land they were occupying was ancestral land; they perceived any good to be limited in nature.

“Thus broad areas of behavior are patterned in such a way as to suggest that such persons believe that in their social, economic, and natural universes—their total environment—all the desired things in life, such as land, wealth, prestige, blood, health, semen, friendship and love, manliness, honor, respect and status, power and influence, security and safety—literally all goods in life—exist in finite, limited quantity and are always in short supply.”[23]

Limited Good is connected to Honor, because the person considered honorable is one that can maintain his/her hold on the Good in their care and stewardship. The only way to gather more Good is to take it from someone else through deception or coercion, and that is dishonorable. This concept is especially important when one considers the economic pressure on the people to keep the land they have inherited from previous generations, and yet have enough food to keep their families alive, let alone find good marital relationships for children which are generative for the long-term well-being of the family. Secondly, a family can still be considered honorable, no matter what their economic condition, as long as they are keeping what they have been given by preceding generations. Poverty is a “non-economic status,”[24] and with it comes dishonor, or shame.

“A poor person seems to be one who cannot maintain his inherited status due to circumstances that befall him and his family, like physical accident… Thus day laborers, landless peasants, and beggars born into such situations are not poor persons in first-century society, and poor would not be an economic designation.”[25]

 

The Confrontations of Jesus:

 

Social Confrontations:

The virgin birth of Jesus is the first confrontation of social structure of first century Palestine, and is the most confrontational act of God in human history. It confronts all humanly contrived systems of validation of  humanity and all of creation.  God becoming human in the intimacy of conception, 9 months of gestation, then in the crisis of labor and birth; redefines and re-imagines in the most fundamental terms the statement that we are formed in the Image of God. It states that redemption is possible due to the personal nature of a loving God. If the virgin birth is not historically true, then there is no reason to believe any of scripture. The universe, then, is nothing more than math and accident, with a little chemistry thrown in. If the virgin birth didn’t occur, then Christians are the most deluded tribe of people on earth. Killing us would be cleansing the gene pool. But if it did happen, then God walked in our midst in an attempt to redeem us from ourselves and our diseased relationships… the thorny wilderness we  have created for ourselves… and restore the orderly, manicured beauty of a Garden of mutual, growing relationships between God, humanity, and the rest of Creation.

The virgin birth challenges the patriarchal system of ascribing honor due to human, family heritage; changing the human perception of Jesus being a Son of David into the Son of God. It also challenges the tradition of seeking to acquire honor through manipulation and upward mobility by seeking downward mobility instead, through the action of Jesus, “who, though he was in the form of God, did not regard equality with God as something to be exploited, but emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, being born in human likeness.[26]

Jesus appears to confront the priority of familial, and clan cohesion which wars against all other commitments by stating, “Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth; I have not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to set a man against his father, and a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; and one’s foes will be members of one’s own household. Whoever loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; and whoever loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me;”[27]

Further, Jesus confronts the definition of family:

“While he was still speaking to the crowds, his mother and his brothers were standing outside, wanting to speak to him. Someone told him, ‘Look, your mother and your brothers are standing outside, wanting to speak to you.’ But to the one who had told him this, Jesus replied, ‘Who is my mother, and who are my brothers?’ And pointing to his disciples, he said, ‘Here are my mother and my brothers! For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother.”[28]

A partial consequence of these confrontations might have been the impetus for his rejection in his hometown.[29] The town’s people were apparently so offended by his highly public actions, and the honor bestowed on him by the numbers of people following him, that they were not able to get past his “father’s” occupation, nor that his sisters, brothers, and mother lived there.

Jesus used the system of acquiring honor to his own confrontational purpose as well. In Luke 7:36-50, a story is told of an invitation Jesus received from a local Pharisee: an act which seems to have bestowed honor upon Jesus. However, within the actual visit, there is also a subtle challenge to the honor of Jesus, as he is denied the common courtesy of providing water with which he can wash the dirt from his feet. As they are surrounding the table, “…a woman in the city, who was a sinner…”[30] barges into the Pharisee’s house carrying an alabaster jar of ointment. She comes behind Jesus, begins to cry deeply, and washes his feet with her tears while wiping them clean with her hair and kissing them. She then pours the ointment over his feet. The Pharisee takes great offense at both the intrusion and also to the actions of the woman. He also challenges the honor of Jesus, at least in his estimation, by his inward question why Jesus would allow this type of woman to touch him in such an intimate fashion. Jesus’ parable of the debtors and creditor in response to the Pharisee’s attitude, confronts the system of challenge and response as a means of acquiring honor, by reframing the woman’s actions in terms of forgiving love, and receiving love from one forgiven.

Another confrontation of the Honor system by instituting a Mission of Receiving and Giving, is the story of the Samaritan woman Jesus met at a well, told in John 4:4-42. Actually, there are several confrontations in this story. Jesus is travelling through Samaria, on his way from Judea back to Galilee, and he stops near a well on the outskirts of a city to rest while the rest of the group go into the city to purchase food. As he rests by the well, a Samaritan woman comes to the well with a jar to draw water from it. Jesus is a stranger and alien, so would be approached with a sense of suspicion by the woman, due to the clannish nature of that time. Jesus speaks to the woman asking for water, and the woman responds. Both actions are confrontations of typical, social behavior. A stranger does not invite himself into sharing the resources of a region, he would need to be asked, or it would be considered a threatening action. The woman is bold enough to respond, and even gets into a pseudo-religious discussion with him. Both of these actions are also confrontations with accepted social practice, which expected her to stay silent as a means of protecting her purity, and leaving religious discussions in a public setting to men. When the disciples return, and find Jesus talking to the woman, they “were astonished.”[31] The woman then leaves, without her water jar, and becomes a “missionary” to her own village. The woman is again confronting social structure by publicly proclaiming the news about Jesus. There is no textual record of Jesus sending the woman back into her village, and yet she goes. Nor does Jesus invite her to follow him, as he does on several occasions with other people, primarily men. It appears that the woman’s excitement about Jesus’ words pushed her to jettison the social proprieties of staying in the inside world of a woman, and spread the news about Jesus. She received the words of Jesus, and then gave voice to her neighbors. She was on a Mission of Receiving and Giving.

Economic Confrontations:

Feeding the 5,000:

The first of three confrontations I will mention is that of feeding the 5,000, from Mark 6:30-44. The story is placed just subsequent to the twelve disciples’ return from a mission which Jesus had sent them on during which he commanded they take no personal provision. As they return, Jesus invites them to “a deserted place by themselves”[32] where they could rest, and decompress. Their time and place is interrupted by large crowds of people who had followed them along the shore as they travelled on the Sea of Galilee by boat. Jesus, moved by compassion, began to teach them when he and the disciples came ashore. As the day drew to a close and since the location was isolated, there was no place from which the crowd could get food. The scene is a very nice symbol for the concept of Limited Good as perceived by the economic culture at the time. Jesus first suggests the disciples feed the crowd, but the disciples’ response directly relates to Limited Good: “Are we to go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread, and give it to them to eat?”[33] The suggestion is: “We have neither enough bread, nor enough money to buy it!” Jesus directly confronts the attitude of lack by sending them to find what they DO have. When they return, the amount of loaves and fish appears to be dramatically insufficient to feed the numbers of people there. Jesus’ response is to have the crowd sit down… not get busy travelling to get food, nor bargain with each other for whatever insignificant provisions their neighbor had, nor even search for food… but to sit down and do nothing. By taking the loaves and fish and looking to heaven, Jesus subtly confronts the concept behind Limited Good that the provision in life comes from human activity. The act of  “looking to heaven” suggests both that God is the provider of Good in life, and the proper response from humanity is acknowledgement of that fact, and thankfulness for what God has provided; no matter how meager it seems.

Another confrontation of the economic structures common at that time is the operation used to actually feed the people. I would suggest that as Jesus broke the bread, he would keep one piece for himself, and then pass the other piece to a person next to him, who would then respond in the same manner. In so doing, each person would be nourished by God’s provision and blessing, while also being a conduit of blessing to those around them. This action models the mutuality of Eden, the receiving and gathering of manna during the Exodus, and the request in the Lord’s Prayer to “Give us, this day, our daily bread…” The result: “All ate and were filled; and they took up twelve baskets full of broken pieces and of the fish.”[34] The process and result also symbolically fulfills the Abrahamic covenant of being blessed in order to be a blessing.[35]

Jesus the Mooch:

As a first son, Jesus’ responsibility to his family, and especially his father, would have been to manage and secure his father’s inheritance, which would eventually become his own inheritance. While I believe that is what Jesus was in fact doing, as his Father’s inheritance was and is people, the perception would have been that Jesus was not being a good son to Joseph, nor fulfilling his responsibility to his mother or siblings. In fact, it doesn’t appear that after Jesus began his ministry, he ever generated any economic revenue through his own physical activity for his own support, nor that of his family. He actually seems to have been a mooch! He:

…asked a woman for water when he was travelling…[36]

…told a tax collector he was coming to his house for dinner…[37]

…received his support and provision from women, even a woman married to another man…[38]

…received extravagant gifts from women…[39]

His manner of living off the provision of other people was an economic affront to his socially perceived responsibility to his family and clan.

The Cleansing of the Temple:

The Cleansing of the Temple becomes the foremost confrontation with the established empire… that is with the manner in which it worked. The various methods used to keep the ”…people poor, hungry, and in debt,”[40] were in a large part symbolized by Herod’s Temple. The temple tied the current economic structure of the empire to the worship of God, and expression of covenant worship. But the society did not reflect proper, practical living out of the covenant. In fact, although the Year of Jubilee seems to have continued, ways around it were being practiced:

“The sabbatical release of debts had also become regularized and widely accepted as binding on creditors. This is indicated by the famous prosbul devised as a bypass of the debt release by the Pharisaic sage Hillel, a somewhat older contemporary of Jesus. By placing loan documents into the hands of a court, creditors could then ignore the year of release. The motive for the device is often explained as the need to make credit available in the last years before the scheduled year of release. The effect over a longer period of time, however, would have been to drive the poor more deeply into debt. What the device of the prosbul indicates is that covenantal mechanisms meant to protect the people’s economic viability had become so widely accepted as law that those seeking to benefit from making loans to the poor sought ways to bypass their implementation.”[41]

This practice also enlivens the phrase in the Lord’s Prayer to “forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.”[42] The temple, then, becomes a focal point for economic contention. It is just this confrontational act of Jesus that led to his death, which is an act of confrontation in itself:

“The ministry of Jesus is, of course, criticism that leads to radical dismantling. And as is characteristic, the guardians and profiteers of the present stability are acutely sensitive to any change that may question or challenge the present arrangement. Very early Jesus is correctly perceived as a clear and present danger to that order, and this is the problem with the promissory newness of the gospel: it never promises without threatening, in never begins without ending something, it never gives gifts without also assessing harsh costs.”[43]

In the same way, the death of Jesus confronts the empire because it models that the new life and promise of resurrection does not come without a public crucifixion, even if the crucifixion is of an empire.

Conclusion:

Through this exercise, I more fully understand Jesus’ statement that he came to “fulfill” the covenant, not abolish it.

“The kingdom of heaven is not, for the Jewish Jesus of Nazareth, a piece of real estate for the single saved soul; it is a communal vision of what could be and what should be. It is a vision of a time when all debts are forgiven, when we stop judging others, when we not only wear our traditions on our sleeve, but also hold them in our hearts and minds and enact them with all our strength. It is the good news that the Torah can be discussed and debated, when the Sabbath is truly honored and kept holy, when love of enemies replaces the tendency toward striking back. The vision is Jewish, and it is worth keeping as frontlets before our eyes and teaching to our children.”[44]

We must understand the culture of Jesus’ world in order to imaginatively scrutinize our own culture, to find how Jesus speaks to the empires of today. Levine’s statement above identifies the ultimate goal of God’s people is. We must understand our own tendency to fall comfortably, and “numbly,” as Brueggemann describes it, into the dysfunctional and unsustainable cultural practices of the kingdoms of humans. Breaking through the numbness, is painful. But…

If we want the new life of resurrection…

If we want the kingdom of heaven…

If we want a “communal vision of what could be and what should be”…

We will have to experience the death of our current kingdom. Our tables must be turned over and temples cleansed, even to the point of being dismantled before something new can take their place.

Bibliography

Brueggemann, Walter: The Prophetic Imagination; Minneapolis, Minnesota: Fortress Press, 2001

Hanson, K.C. and Oakman, Douglas E.: Palestine in the Time of Jesus: Social Structures and Social Conflicts; Minneapolis, Minnesota: Augsburg Press, 1998.

Holy Bible: New Revised Standard Version; New York, New York: HarperCollins, 2007

Horsley, Richard A.: Archaeology, History, and Society in Galilee: The Social Context of Jesus and The Rabbis; Harrisburg, Pennsylvania: Trinity Press International, 1996.

Horsley, Richard A.: Covenant Economics: A Biblical Vision of Justice For All; Louisville, Kentucky: Westminster John Knox Press, 2009.

Levine, Amy-Jill: The Misunderstood Jew: The Church and the Scandal of the Jewish Jesus; New York, New York: HarperCollins, 2006

Malina, Bruce J.: The New Testament World: Insights from Cultural Anthropology; Atlanta, Georgia: John Knox Press, 1981.

McKnight, Scot: The Blue Parakeet: Rethinking How You Read the Bible; Grand Rapids, Michigan: Zondervan, 2008.

Stegemann, Wolfgang, Malina, Bruce J., Theissen, Gerd, editors: The Social Setting of Jesus and the Gospels; Minneapolis, Minnesota: Augsburg Fortress, 2002.


[1] Scot McKnight, The Blue Parakeet: Rethinking How You Read the Bible [Grand Rapids, Michigan: Zondervan, 2008], 57.

[2] Richard A. Horsley, Covenant Economics: A Biblical Vision of Justice for All [Louisville, Kentucky:  Westminster John Knox Press, 2009] 87.

[3] Richard L. Rorhbaugh,  Ethnocentrism and Historical Questions about Jesus, in The Social Setting of Jesus and The Gospels, edited by Wolfgang Stegemann, Bruce Malina, and Gerd Theissen [Minneapolis, Minnesota: Augsburg Fortress, 2002] 30.

[4] Horsley, Covenant Economics, 89.

[5] K.C. Hanson and Douglas E. Oakman, Palestine in the Time of Jesus [Minneapolis, Minnesota: Augsburg Fortress, 1998] 21.

[6] Bruce J. Malina, The New Testament World: Insights from Cultural Anthropology [Atlanta, Georgia: John Knox Press, 1981] 43.

[7] Hanson and Oakman, Palestine in the Time of Jesus, 26.

[8] Hanson and Oakman, Palestine in the Time of Jesus, 31.

[9] Hanson and Oakman, Palestine in the Time of Jesus,  43-44.

[10] Malina, The New Testament World, 27.

[11] Malina, The New Testament World, 29.

[12] Malina, The New Testament World, 30.

[13] Malina, The New Testament World, 82-83.

[14] Hanson and Oakman, Palestine in the Time of Jesus, 66-68.

[15] Horsley, Covenant Economics,  82-83.

[16] Horsley, Covenant Economics, 83-84.

[17] Horsley, Covenant Economics, 84.

[18] Horsley, Covenant Economics, 87.

[19] Horsley, Covenant Economics, 85.

[20] Horsley, Covenant Economics, 86.

[21] Horsley, Covenant Economics, 87-88.

[22] Horsley, Covenant Economics, 88.

[23] Malina, The New Testament World, 75.

[24] Malina, The New Testament World, 84.

[25] Malina, The New Testament World, 85.

[26] Philippians 2:6-7; Holy Bible: New Revised Standard Version [New York, New York, HarperCollins Publishers, 2007] 258

[27] Matthew 10:34-37; NRSV

[28] Matthew 12:46-50; NRSV

[29] Matthew 13:54-58; NRSV

[30] Luke 7:37; NRSV

[31] Luke 4:27; NRSV

[32] Mark 6:32; NRSV

[33] Mark 6:37; NRSV

[34] Mark 6:42-43; NRSV

[35] Genesis 12:2; NRSV

[36] John 4:7; NRSV

[37] Luke 19:1-9; NRSV

[38] Matthew 27:57-61; Mark 15:40-41; Luke 8:1-3; NRSV

[39] Matthew 26:6-13; Mark 14:3-9; Luke 7:36-50; John 12:1-8; NRSV

[40] Horsley, Covenant Economics, 88.

[41] Horsley, Covenant Economics, 93.

[42] Horsley, Covenant Economics, 95, 99.

[43] Walter Brueggemann, The Prophetic Imagination [Minneapolis, Minnesota: Fortress Press, 2001] 84.

[44] Amy-Jill Levine, The Misunderstood Jew: The Church and the Scandal of the Jewish Jesus [New York, New York: HarperCollins, 2006] 51-52.

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